Emosi

"Emosi itu pelbagai....."

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Tak Glamor? Salahkah?

Setiap apa yang kita lakukan setiap hari adalah tentang pilihan..mahu melakukan atau tidak sesuatu perkara itu...beberapa tahun kebelakangan ini saya banyak melibatkan diri dalam kerja-kerja yang kurang glamor pada pandangan masyarakat...salahkah?

Setiap kali memikirkan kembali apa yang pernah saya lalui,membuatkan diri tersenyum simpul...banyak suka duka...manis dan pahit yang ditelan...biar pun mungkin pahit...akhirnya saya merasakan manisnya peristiwa-peristiwa lalu....

Saya pernah bekerja sebagai seorang 'promoter' di kebanyakan pameran-pameran pertanian di sekitar mahupun di luar Kuala Lumpur...ada yang melihat saya seolah-olah budak lepasan SPM yang tak dapat masuk Universiti....memandang sebelah mata ya! oh...'aku tak heran pun!' Namun..sentiasalah berfikiran positif...asalkan ianya punya manfaat...itu lebih baik daripada melepak!


Zaman Belajar sememangnya sukar dilupakan...haha..mahu tertawa seketika...saya pernah menjalankan aktiviti menjual tudung secara kecil-kecilan...malah pernah membuka sebuah gerai kecil di Kolej dahulu bersama rakan-rakan serumah...oh...itu belum termasuk baju kanak-kanak yang sangat comel! Biarlah keuntungannya sedikit cuma...namun ianya banyak memberi impak dan kesan yang sangat mendalam dalam jiwa saya hingga ke saat ini.
Kini...sudah melepasi alam Universiti...namun masih belum berhenti mahu menjalankan aktiviti-aktiviti sampingan..pernah menjual 'design' dengan bayaran RM XXXX...ok lah setakat design budak baru graduate! oh ya....saya juga seorang "pembuat cupcakes amatur!" masih banyak perlu dipelajari..tidak lah sehebat mana....cukup untuk kepuasan diri dan membuatkan orang lain bahagia dan senang dengan hasil seni yang tak seberapa ini....ingat ya..asalkan ia mendatangkan manfaat..ayuh lakukannya! usah fikirkan glamor semata-mata...rezeki itu ada....banyak jalan bisa dipilih..buka mata bukalah minda...di mana ada kemahuan..di situ ada jalannya...

oh...saya sukakan biskut! saya selalu berangan menjadi pembuat biskut yang hebat walaupun saya tahu saya tidaklah sehebat mana...haha! (abaikan)

Pernah mengajar tusyen? saya sudah terjebak dalam bidang ini....seronok!

walaupun bukan seorang doktor atau peguam mahupun seorang akauntan...saya orang yang biasa...tidak kisah melakukan kerja apa..asalkan ia mendatangkan bahagia...(^_^) jika pekerjaan itu glamor tetapi tiada bahagia...jiwa kosong.....tiada gunanya....

Pengalaman-pengalaman di atas lah banyak mendidik saya menjadi seorang yang dewasa dan berdikari...berfikiran positif dan sentiasa mencuba melakukan sesuatu dengan tabah dan berani.....(riak la pulak...isk! tak baik...)

Peringatan buat diri.....InsyaAllah....

What an Excited Moment!

Maaf ya, kerana entri kali ini ditulis dalam bahsa Inggeris. Barangkali bisa diubah nama kepada Diomand of Nusantara..(^_^)


I cant hide my feeling that I really miss my students at Sekolah Islam Adni...yesterday i got messeges from Kak najwa telling me that some of my students during primary one are now in her class in primary two. I did mention to her to change their seats in the classroom because of its going to make some of them keep on talking and ignore teachers during the lesson.

Teaching children really taugh me to be a patient women and of course a patient mother one day!


I love teaching Science subject to them because of they always asked me so much questions about the nature,animals,earth,moon,sun and others related to science! I still remember when i taugh the lesson of Mixing Things! Syafiq asked me a question after we made an experiment on sand and water,the sand didnt disappear after it is being stirred,which means that the sand cannot dissolve in water. Syafiq curiously stood and asked me,

'Teacher, why sand cannot and never dissolve in water'

and I simply clarify to him that,

'because Allah created sand which is cannot dissolve in water,if the sand dissolve in water,will the plants keep alive after they are showered?will you could see the sand at the seaside after the wave come?because plants need sand to get food....and we need sand to protect living things on lands....Allah is so powerfull...Subhanallah!

In fact, i am not only being a teacher. i tried to be a Murabbi...telling them about science which related to the powerfull of our creator, Allah is the greatest! that will enhance their behavior to be a better person by take Allah as the source of their daily inspiration in life..and after a day, i accidently met my students at the school canteen...and Wafiqa approached and holded my hand, trying to tell me about something...softly she said..

'Teacher Atiqah,yesterday me and hanis made an experiment at the field...we put the sand in a drinking bottle which occupied with some water in it...and then we shaked it'

I replied with smile...'so did the sand dissolve?'.

...No, it didnt...she replied.

I was really happy to hear that and said 'you are very good!'

After leaving Adni, I am now teaching Environmetal Design Subject for Architectural students in UIA, Centre of Foundation...no more small children that always made me laugh...that is life...it is in fact, a big jump for me...from teaching primary student, jumping into Pre-U students...but that is not a problem for me...as long as you like and love in what you do....it always gonna be alright! And of course after 2 years from now, i have to sacrify my future dream...after consider so many things over and over agin....at last i made up with a decision...im going to involved myself with children again...always positively thinks that the thing simply as 'what an excited moment! cant waittt!! and i can see a bright future in it...InsyaAllah...


p/s: sorry for any grammatical error..Im only a simple teacher with simple mistakes...

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Saat aku mengetik papan kekunci ini...minda ku kosong...hati bercampur baur dengan segumpal perasaan dan emosi yang bercampur aduk... Oh Tuhan...ini saat yang telah dan perlu aku lalui untuk beberapa kali...


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